urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:blackangel6947 blackangel6947 blackangel6947 2009-02-07T15:09:18Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:blackangel6947:522 2009-02-07T15:09:18Z 2009-02-07T15:09:18Z something instrumental I have come to the conclusion that I need a boyfriend.  There are no if's and's or but's about it.  I need a boyfriend.  Ah what loneliness drives a person to do.  It boggles my mind, how humans crave affection from other people.  Even if they tell themselves they don't want or need it...people seek out human connections.  They need the reassurance and such from another person.  Perhaps it is to reassure themselves that they really are in the here and now, that they really are alive.  I don't know.  I don't pretent to know.  This is what I think about while at work at 9am and so I know my mind is telling me that I, too, like so many other humans out there, am searching for someone who can give me the reassurance and affection that I crave.  It isn't easy and what sucks is that there is nothing I can do to dispell the feeling.  What is there left but to find someone?